Whats in my name:

     My characteristics are very true, i have struggle against limits ad a steady growth in life, i don't really order people around but  i do ask people to do things for me sometimes. i don't really do much service but every summer i do volunteer at a church camp and help the leaders. The fact that my number is 4 is super weird because that used to be my softball number.
      My soul Urge number is 11: the first thing it says about me is that my thinking and interests relate to my dreams pretty  much and my imagination, which is true, i have the weirdest dreams ever and i base my imagination off of it and think about things that could yo be in life. the next thing it says is that i motivate toward idealistic concepts, and that i share my ideas with everyone mainly my parents and some of my friends, my friends tell my i have the craziest ideas ever but sometimes they actually work. I am true to my religion which it tells me, i go to bible study every Wednesday. I'm not going to say I'm physic but there are points were I'm dreaming and its of me at school eating lunch with my friends making jokes, then like a couple days later it'll happen which is really weird something from mind came to reality.
       I don't really have the dream of the perfect world but i do dream of what the world should be but not really perfect, I am very idealistic of life i'm the person in the room that makes up ideas but comes up with the craziest ideas about the problem. When it says that I am extremely strong to my beliefs that's not true really, I believe in god and love but i don't really believe in the sense of marriage. "you have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought",  that saying about me is very true about me, i think usually think different then other people.
       I started wearing makeup in 7th grade because some guy told me i needed to "to put something on my ugly face" which stung a nerve in me sense i was bullied in elementary school.  I tend to wear a right amount of make up but also put in something special. So i put in all my insecurities in my makeup because it makes me feel better in life. The thing about being super sensitive and emotional is that i cry a whole bunch during movies no matter if it's even not that sad. I can take a joke but sometimes i can't because it just hurts a little no matter if a joke or not.
      In those movies were there is a "chosen one" in life i feel like i am that person, like I'm special and unique that i can do anything, mainly because i can help people with any problem they have, also because i'm a dreamer like in "shark boy and lava girl". I've been told i have such a strong personality and am the life of the party.